Sweet Slack

Slowly things are starting to look better for me. Not look as in SIGHT, look as in FEEL.

Yep, that feels about right.

I'm in a feel-good mood, so don't ruin it. Please.

Dear me, I still haven't started my position paper for Economics. Better start soon.

If only I could get these songs out of my head. : )

No enthusiasm

Schoolwork. Meh.

Before fourth quarter, I found project week very exhilarating because of the last-minute things and the late nights and the blah blahs and the this-that and the hoo-hah.

Now it's just plain boring and STUPID.

Wow, the teachers really worked hard to make the projects uninteresting. For one, there is no motivation. Two, we don't have the time and/or resources. Three, we don't know why we're fucking doing this. It all went from exhilarating to EXHAUSTING in a matter of weeks. Emphasis on a few words there. I just wanted to make my point. I'm still an Academic Achiever but I'm on that red line-- the teetering point where the grades I have in three subjects are the minimum required so one can be an achiever. I mean, I work for it but right now it's just that I don't see it as a priority. I know I'm gonna regret slacking for these few days but things are piling up. Everywhere.

Gah.
And my brain is fucked.

I want to dance to this

END.

Feb 17th

A lot of ups and downs today, but in the end, it's all going up. : )

We had a half-day schedule today since there was going to be an Area Meet (not sure if it's over yet) at DLSC, with our school and SSCW. I'm not part of it since I stopped playing football since last year (also not sure if I'm gonna continue in college).

Card giving for the third quarter grades today at 4-7pm. I don't know what to make of my grades. Three subjects became 88 -- the lowest I could go if I still want to be an Academic Achiever. And I got removed from the Conduct Awardees, probably because of the lates. On the bright side, I don't have to behave no more. Let the crazy lady out!

This Tuesday's a good day for me. Two gents from RGC(The Rude Gentlemen's Club) invited me to be their very first Lady. Oh, how splendid! I accepted their invitation, and thus, it became the Rude Gentlemen and Ladies Club.

I think I'm slowly becoming one of the night owls. Plus, I've been dreaming a lot lately, and my dreams involve the people I hang out with. Hmmm...

I'll never get sick of this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=taNoMGZxs7s

(Half Light by Athlete)

Hoping for summer to come sooner and to go slowly.

And another Shoegaze song for you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qG_s1dhcPU

(Sugar Crystals by Airiel)

These songs make my brain feel so colourful.

^_____^ (My brain, it's so happy right now.)

Dammit

What should I do?