Tuesday, March 20

Let's Face It

I'm really irresponsible.

I don't mean it in a self-hate tone, I'm saying this with a let's-face-it tone, haha funny.
I'm also a fatalist. Which basically means I'll leave everything to fate and go into AhFuckIt mode. I'm just acknowledging the fact that I'm a fatalist but that doesn't mean I accept being one. I have to grow out of this habit of starting strong then letting it fade to finally leaving it for the Fates.
...But I'm losing my meat T___T 

Man, I really gotta work on my appetite.
Something I scribbled just because.

Monday, March 19

Up Down Happy Frown

So I've updated my DA account ; P -->HERE

A good thing: Exams are over.
A not-so-good thing: Stressweek isn't.

A good thing: I got a hug last Saturday : 3
A not-so-good thing: I get on-off headaches T___T

A good thing: Graduation practices are on-going
A not-so-good thing: It's REALLY boring

A good thing: High-school's ending
A not-so-good thing: High-school's ending

Looks like You're stuck with me for the next few years or so. : )

No matter how tiring, I still think it's gonna be a lovely week. I'm off to bed now because someone told me I should rest. I'll do so in THREE ... TWO ...

G'night!

Thursday, March 15

Aha(Two Minute's Worth Of Celebration)

There's this feeling inside my gut that says "You're done! You're doooooooooonnne : ] "

Finally(almost)! I haven't graduated yet and the last three exams are tomorrow but still. ^_____^

I know I have that "Bahala na/Whatever/AhFuckIt" attitude sometimes, maybe I'm just too in denial to admit but phew! Last project-FINISHED. Awwwww Yeaaaaahh


Now if you'll excuse me, I will now go roll on the floor and brush my teeth.
Goodnight peeps!

FIN.

Sunday, March 11

*shrugs*

I wanted to make a post today.
I have a lot to say and a lot to tell (as always) but I don't know.

These past few weeks, I have been mentally, emotionally, and physically tired-- exhausted. Yeah, I ran around, danced (for PE and other reasons), placed all my money on the table, cried to myself, smiled when no one was around, leaned on somebody, had feel-good moments, became controlling, supported others, had really deep thoughts, spaced-out, and got confused and angry.
Whatever.
I know that this is just a phase (but that doesn't mean I'll be out of it anytime soon). Might as well value it while I'm in it.
I hope you all understand.

FIN.