Haha, that's cute

Some things are cute for a while ... until you get sick of them. Like chicks(the farm animal, honey) they're all round and fluffy and stuff, but then you realize that it needs feeding and makes the place smell like bird shit. You realize that it needs 100% care and watching-over, and if you don't, it starts chirping chirpin' chirpin'.  When it reaches its adolescent stage, it starts molting, it becomes ugly and disgusting. Patience, you tell yourself. Yeah right like you have enough of that shit. Until finally, you get sick of it and decide that we will be having fried chicken for dinner.

The END.

Y'know, cute stuff are okay. I'm fine with them,  really. But trying-hard-to-be-cute people? NO. Hell no, uh uh I ain't touchin' that shit. So people please, save some dignity for yourself and stop always try'na be cute. We are sick of it.

The Loop

Start a project I am into
Put a few stuff in it
Get bored
Make a minimum effort to keep project alive
Not touch the project for a month or so
Check project's progress
Get bored of project
Kill it
Repeat

Yep, that's me with blogging, writing, and sometimes drawing.

...Yep.

Supermarket Adventures

I haven't posted in a while, sorry.

So a few weeks ago, me and my college buddies (Jao and Taylor, will talk about them soon...maybe) were stranded in the college dormitory because it was the middle of the week and classes were suspended due to yes, bad weather. It wasn't even a typhoon to start with, it was just the southwest monsoon but damn did it pack a punch! The food square was closed so we had to go outside the campus just to get real food (not you instant noodles!) might as well but shit from the supermarket.

Grocery shoppeeeeng! YAY

SM Hypermarket was the closest so we went there for the stuff. My list of things to buy was really short. It included my sister's toothbrush, my (other) sister's powder and food for meself, not much really. We ended up roaming the place for roughly two hours. I can't help it, looking at aisles and aisles of products are amazing and fun. You find things you didn't know you need and things that are fun to make fun of -- like push-up bras and shitty flip flops. I even found Caution tape : D oh joy!

The things I purchased:

• A 10s box of guyabano juice
• Johnson's baby powder (<-- the thing my sister asked for)
• asdflsajkfhasf (couldn't remember the rest. Don't worry, you're not missing much those are just two of three small items)

I felt like Nicholas Cage in National Treasure when I found the box of juice. Sweet Jesus I love that stuff! I also found a box of Indian Black Tea, wanted to buy that shit but we still have tea at home so I'll save that for next time's purchase. Very good stuff.

Arches

A lot of wonderful new shiny doors are starting to open up to me. I'm starting to love college. Yeah.

It's July! I almost know everyone in my block but they're still strangers to me, save a few good chaps I met. I still need to work on my Homework-making habits though. That's all for now.

I'll Miss You Again After Today

It's a Sunday. Just met with my best friends Annie and Dianne. Roamed around Solenad 2 four to five times and had bread and drinks at Bo's Coffee. I missed them, I had fun. I made a painting (watercolor) of us. It's with Dianne now and I didn't really scan it. That's all for now. I still have to pack.

Also, going back to Anne Rice's books. Survival for dorm boredom and anti-socialness.

Goodbye.

A week!

COLLEGE! ARFGHLRFGRHFLRFGHLRGLRHFGRRHFG : DDDDD

Can't .. fucking ..wait~! XD

I chose AB Psychology as my course and am now enrolled at DLSU-D. Block section PSY11. Gonna stay with my sisters inside the campus ladies' dormitory. I've already attended the Intro classes and the FROSH(Freshman Orientation etc. etc.) event. There's only five days to go before classes start and I'm fucking excited. I've already made friends with fellow blockmates Kristal, Chelsea and Jhunelle.

Annie's southbound to UPLB and Dianne's northbound at UPD. They got their own places too, hopefully I'll visit them soon. Am still missing Crizelle f'course ; )

Will update soon. G'night!

The Frigid Cold!

Okay this blog post is severely overdue, really. Now I'm here so let's get down to the details. : D

We went to (South)Korea last uhhh... May oh, April 24-28 (had to ask mum for the date XD) We stayed at Myeong-dong, Seoul for five days. Here's one thing to remember when it's fifteen degrees and windy -- BRING WARM CLOTHING.

Too many photos to sort from trip XD

Will update this post soon,

You know me, lazy. BYE!

It Feels Weird To Pack

It does.

I have to prepare clothes for five days and I don't have five pairs of jeans (can't really wear shorts if the forecast says it's gonna be seven-fucking-degrees Celsius) so yeah... NO PANTS FOR A DAY!!! : D

There's also the feeling that I'll be doing this(packing) a LOT because after this summer, I'll be in college, dorm-ing with my sisters. After first year, there's the summer at Pampanga. I hope I get used to it. : )

For now, goodbye.

A Good Day

TODAY

Got up at around 7am, had breakfast, slept.

(insert awkward half-lucid dream here)

Woke up in my really warm humid room at around 12 noon, took a shower, had lunch

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Annie arrived. We watched The Crazies(or at least the second half of it). Dianne arrives just as the movie ends. She bears gifts from a distant land we call Australia. It's from Crizelle! 8D We opened the envelopes at the same time. Really awesome stuff -u-

(around an hour or so later)

The dudes(Jao and Bryan) arrive.

We had merienda via McDonald's (FAIL) drive-thru. Played card games, talked a lot, titanic scenes and other stuff, had dinner at ChowKing. Drinks at Starbucks and finally everyone went home.

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Yeah, it's a great day. A few days from now I'll be off to Korea for five days, yay vaca(tion)!

Here's a song with a creepy music video. I still love the song tho.

Aaaand I'm off (gonna watch the Lyrids Meteor Shower because it peaks tonight) Until next time, my dear audience.

Closet Want

Mmmm, I gotta get me one of those chocolate-brown pants. Yesss. I will get me-self a good handsome pair.

I'm still talking about pants, BTW. Straight-cut long brown jeans. My closet wants you now *wink*

See? Here's a picture

I should be asleep now.

I love you--

Now sleep.

Stuff

I just thought of blogging-- just for the hell of it. Don't you do stuff just for the hell of it?

Also because my brain is floaty (for reasons I cannot state over the internet) and stuff.

My brain's telling me I should sleep, and maybe I will... in few. I'll be seeing my friends tomorrow : ) Wouldn't want to look like shit when greeting them by the door now, do I? I miss them like guts. I invited them over because we're off to Korea(just for five days) in a few days and I just want to see them right before, you know? Okay, maybe I'm not making sense right now but I'm having a mid-summer sickness-- being cluttered, lazy, unproductive and needy. And right now, I'm going to bed so goodnight my loved ones. I'll see some of you tomorrow.

PEACE!

GRADUATION

Yay I just graduated. There.

So much stuff happened before, during and after graduation. Busy week isn't over yet tho (April 10 to 17) good things bad things and stuff. I'm glad that my friends are with me still. : D

Here's what happened in a really summarized form.

10 - College medical exam / Senior's Night

11 - Grad practice / LMFAO

12 - Baccalaureate Mass

13 - Graduation / Dinner with family

14 - Bowling with An and Di (with families)

15 - O-zine (cosplay event)

...(and other stuff, feels weird posting the things I did in this form/order. Weeeeeiiird)

It's late gonna go pack up now. I'll see you guys in a bit ; )

QUOTE OF THE DAY

"I may not be your slave, but I would do ANYTHING for you."

Where Are You?

I think my brain eloped with some other organ(I'm looking at you, liver) I don't know about. : I

If you've seen it(average-looking brain, grey all over) please kindly return it to my doorstep. Thank you!

I'm looking for it because I was trying to turn on the stove while the valve is closed. Oh dear me. And these past few days I've been running out of things to say/write/draw what have you, it's GONE! ...or fading at least. Maybe I've been over-using my noggin too much. Better let it rest then.

Snow Patrol, I love you all over again. : D

Let's Face It

I'm really irresponsible.

I don't mean it in a self-hate tone, I'm saying this with a let's-face-it tone, haha funny.

I'm also a fatalist. Which basically means I'll leave everything to fate and go into AhFuckIt mode. I'm just acknowledging the fact that I'm a fatalist but that doesn't mean I accept being one. I have to grow out of this habit of starting strong then letting it fade to finally leaving it for the Fates.

...But I'm losing my meat T___T 

Man, I really gotta work on my appetite.

Something I scribbled just because.

Up Down Happy Frown

So I've updated my DA account ; P -->HERE

A good thing: Exams are over.

A not-so-good thing: Stressweek isn't.

A good thing: I got a hug last Saturday : 3

A not-so-good thing: I get on-off headaches T___T

A good thing: Graduation practices are on-going

A not-so-good thing: It's REALLY boring

A good thing: High-school's ending

A not-so-good thing: High-school's ending

Looks like You're stuck with me for the next few years or so. : )

No matter how tiring, I still think it's gonna be a lovely week. I'm off to bed now because someone told me I should rest. I'll do so in THREE ... TWO ...

G'night!

Aha(Two Minute's Worth Of Celebration)

There's this feeling inside my gut that says "You're done! You're doooooooooonnne : ] "

Finally(almost)! I haven't graduated yet and the last three exams are tomorrow but still. ^_____^

I know I have that "Bahala na/Whatever/AhFuckIt" attitude sometimes, maybe I'm just too in denial to admit but phew! Last project-FINISHED. Awwwww Yeaaaaahh

Now if you'll excuse me, I will now go roll on the floor and brush my teeth.

Goodnight peeps!

FIN.

*shrugs*

I wanted to make a post today.

I have a lot to say and a lot to tell (as always) but I don't know.

These past few weeks, I have been mentally, emotionally, and physically tired-- exhausted. Yeah, I ran around, danced (for PE and other reasons), placed all my money on the table, cried to myself, smiled when no one was around, leaned on somebody, had feel-good moments, became controlling, supported others, had really deep thoughts, spaced-out, and got confused and angry.

Whatever.

I know that this is just a phase (but that doesn't mean I'll be out of it anytime soon). Might as well value it while I'm in it.

I hope you all understand.

FIN.

Sweet Slack

Slowly things are starting to look better for me. Not look as in SIGHT, look as in FEEL.

Yep, that feels about right.

I'm in a feel-good mood, so don't ruin it. Please.

Dear me, I still haven't started my position paper for Economics. Better start soon.

If only I could get these songs out of my head. : )

No enthusiasm

Schoolwork. Meh.

Before fourth quarter, I found project week very exhilarating because of the last-minute things and the late nights and the blah blahs and the this-that and the hoo-hah.

Now it's just plain boring and STUPID.

Wow, the teachers really worked hard to make the projects uninteresting. For one, there is no motivation. Two, we don't have the time and/or resources. Three, we don't know why we're fucking doing this. It all went from exhilarating to EXHAUSTING in a matter of weeks. Emphasis on a few words there. I just wanted to make my point. I'm still an Academic Achiever but I'm on that red line-- the teetering point where the grades I have in three subjects are the minimum required so one can be an achiever. I mean, I work for it but right now it's just that I don't see it as a priority. I know I'm gonna regret slacking for these few days but things are piling up. Everywhere.

Gah.
And my brain is fucked.

I want to dance to this

END.

Feb 17th

A lot of ups and downs today, but in the end, it's all going up. : )

We had a half-day schedule today since there was going to be an Area Meet (not sure if it's over yet) at DLSC, with our school and SSCW. I'm not part of it since I stopped playing football since last year (also not sure if I'm gonna continue in college).

Card giving for the third quarter grades today at 4-7pm. I don't know what to make of my grades. Three subjects became 88 -- the lowest I could go if I still want to be an Academic Achiever. And I got removed from the Conduct Awardees, probably because of the lates. On the bright side, I don't have to behave no more. Let the crazy lady out!

This Tuesday's a good day for me. Two gents from RGC(The Rude Gentlemen's Club) invited me to be their very first Lady. Oh, how splendid! I accepted their invitation, and thus, it became the Rude Gentlemen and Ladies Club.

I think I'm slowly becoming one of the night owls. Plus, I've been dreaming a lot lately, and my dreams involve the people I hang out with. Hmmm...

I'll never get sick of this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=taNoMGZxs7s

(Half Light by Athlete)

Hoping for summer to come sooner and to go slowly.

And another Shoegaze song for you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qG_s1dhcPU

(Sugar Crystals by Airiel)

These songs make my brain feel so colourful.

^_____^ (My brain, it's so happy right now.)

Dammit

What should I do?

Hallway

This is the dream I had last night (well, at least part of it)

Before I slept, I put my earphones on and listened to Airiel and their shoegazing music (just google it bro)

And I slept...

(enter dreamy-harp music here)

The song changes to Shirley Temple Tidal Wave by Airiel

I was walking along a corridor, it was crowded with shops and stalls. People from behind were pushing me and I wasn't fast enough. I looked forward and saw (GUY) looking back at me with his (indescribable) eyes, and his hand was reaching out for me. I ran and reached for him. We're almost touching hands and then--

I wake up. Mom just opened the door to say goodnight, and to tell me that she couldn't sleep. I say goodnight.

END.

Now the scene's stuck in my head. I can't stop thinking about what could've happened. WHAT DOES THIS DREAM MEAN!?

o____o

Music

Since the past week, me and my friends have been talking about music -- what's good for relaxing, what's good to play, lounge music, british rap, sad songs, love/sweet songs, the trololo song etc.

Been browsing youtube for some awesome soundtracks. Found this one
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZeaXvVLuSJw

and this one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whszf4xTtLM

hope you enjoy these. : D

No classes today because of the Foundation week.

Good afternoon!

Words

I have so much to say. Its just that I fear that if I do, I'll be left out in the open.

Had fun last night (28.01.12). It's the last Foundation night we're celebrating as the students of CDBS.

Last night was full of surprises, lot's of sadness, joy, appreciation, hugging, shouting, chit-exchanging, buko-shake-drinking, clubbin', watching, smiling he-he-he.

Yes, time flies, but I have enjoyed truly the past few days with my few best friends. : )

We all can't wait for college, but we're also treasuring the remaining days and weeks and months. It's almost February now. Prom, Valentine's Day (what), and other stuff (my calendar's upstairs and I'm too lazy to check it).

It's true what Oscar Wilde said about the female gender -- we like to dwell in the past. My mind's all shuffled right now and my thoughts and emotions aren't making any more sense.But hey, it's my blog. I'm doing my best to make it audience-friendly.

I'm trying to not dwell about losing BINGO-social at school today. It's sucked out all the youth and conversational-ability in me. (Enter: Awkward Silence EVERYWHERE)

  

Goodnight!