When enough of this is over

I cried three times today.

What I am SUPPOSED to do

And what I am doing are two very, very different things. Like I am supposed to finish three projects that are due this week and right now I am blogging mindlessly about how things are different.

Yep, today I am considering music as my topic for today (other than my projects)

because I heard the latest singles of My Chemical Romance and I admit that I liked the songs but I still can't accept the fact that music today is transforming into po(o)p. I know, I'm young I don't have much experience in music but you should know that I do know a lot of oldies it's just that I can't remember their titles very well.

Hm, now I am browsing for a new blog skin (YAY change!)

Watcher

Yes, he does.

Growing Up!

Yes, it's time to mive on, evolve, shed my skin(ew) but yeah, hindi nakakatulong ang libag, anak. Lately I have been witnessing a lot of changes in me, and in other people; how they're not so close now, how they actually give a shit, how many similarities you have, how your beliefs are the same, how ridiculous you act, how you roll your eyes behind my back, how I don't give a shit. I just love it. I mean, sure not every change is for the better, but I know that soon, everything will be okay.

Some weird random dude starts talking about something else over there, let's go see.

FIN.

BACK!

I'm back baby!

These past few months, I have been talking to myself more than the average, which I figured was a MAJOR help in my psychology. Mind you, I'll be studying that in college so better watch out(mind fuck >n< \m/ )! Anyway, this change was suddenly confirmed by my friend, Jessie, when we were in the restroom washing our hands, she said "Djy, ba't di ka na mataray?" And of course I was relieved because I spent all that time trying to change my attitude and I did, I DID IT MOMMY!

Pfftt... (wait five seconds)

Finding new friends in my this batch, like most of the Turin girls and Angel! Having fun with Valerie and Meg. Band practice with Eena, RAWRie, Angel, and Lea. They say I'm Mio because I am the lyricist and the play pretend bassist. >n< \m/

Keeping up!

Projects are thrown at me! Eek, run and hide.

I HAVE A DA!!! TA-DAA!!!

SarrDeens

-->It's :Dee!

FIN.

GAHD!

Gee.

I like him.

That is all.

FIN.

Hello again.

Yes, I have been gone for quite a while. I needed the break.

Since Ozine Fest 2010, I have been a fan of cosplaying. It's a new thing for me. And on May 8, we'll go to Pasay to attend "Go Kaisho" another cosplaying event. This time, I'll wear something other than my jeans and shirt. I shall be cosplaying Orochimaru, the young version. Here's the picture -->. All I have to do now is paint myself white and pick-up the robe from the seamstress.]

I enrolled in the football summer camp with Reggie. I had to finish two photo albums for it because my mom and I had a deal that if I finished it, I would enroll. Now that that's done, I'm dark as hell. I find one of the football players as handsome. Shh.

There. I guess that's all I have to say for now.

FIN.

Imma nerd!

I went to a Cosplay Convention as a Cameraman. AYOS.

FIN.

HELP WANTED--

No Pay.

I NEED HELP WITH PS(Adobe Photoshop) BECAUSE THE *toot*-ING BRUSH TOOL WON'T WORK BECAUSE THE *toot*-ING SCRATCH DISKS ARE *toot*-ING FULL! WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH IT?

Help? T3T

FIN.

Repent!

Friday. Just got home from the airport. Fetched my (only and favorite : D) grandma from Visayas.

Speaking of relatives... I always wonder about my nationality, or simply, my "breed". I wish I was a mixed breed of European blood like English, Irish, French, Swiss and all the other cheeses. No offense to my parents, really, I like my bloodline. Sometimes I just wish it was a little... different. It's common knowledge that almost all Filipinos are a mix of Spanish, Chinese, and a tinge of Japanese. Goodness! I wish for a lot of things! This is one thing I cannot change myself because even if I wanted to, the result would be me not existing. Gah! Why am I so deep anyway?

FIN.

Damn

Yeah, damn. I never thought that I would be this busy since the SY ended. Wait, did I say that already? Hmm. *shrugs* `Ne way, it's true. I've been digging through my stuff this past week. I have been sticking pictures into recently updated photo alboms. Goin' to malls for various reasons... :"> ^___^

Awesomest week is almost here! Yes, I tend to get overexcited in Social Gatherings like this but, hey, what the hell. I miss Boracay. T___T I'mma be busier when my relatives arrive because we'll be serving them for a week. Yes, I'mma be a slave. I wish I already know how to drive so I'll just be the chauffeur, buying ice and everything. : D

I bet I'll be broke as well because we [the (insert last name here) clan] will go to EK at our expense. And I love Hotshots (a food chain there) so when I come home, my wallet will be wet and empty. Gah! I need my savings (the 15thou my mom has)! I need it for football. T___T

I wish I have a pig that shits out money. (:)=

: D

FIN.

Deep.

I want to bury your head under my favorite pillow. I want to take your breath away.

Steal a clock and take your time.

Procrastination is another form of entertainment.

--Djyrin

FIN.

GASP!

The un-edited version of GASP.

OhMahGod

FIN.

OM--!

OHMYDAD!

YAY! 8D

Bwahahahahaha. This is so f***ing awesome!!!

My dad doesn't want me to not go to the Football Summer Clinic! Oh yay!

On the other hand, my mom keeps me feeling hopeless, because whenever the subject is brought up, she avoids it! avoids as in don't wanna talk about it, later, I'll talk to your father, not now, eh~! It drives me nuts! DX

I'mma have to wait for my dad to arrive here in the Ph.

We shall see.

Sorry for the very short blog update.

FIN.

Hmm...

That's odd. I have been fairly busy this week even though technically, the SY is over.

ODD.

Nee way, I didn't go to school today, IN YOUR FACE, club! >: D The first half of my day was pretty idle, so my mom told me to clean my room for the umpteenth time since the exams came. It was getting pretty boring so I made Leche Flan. When it was three, we went to the dentist to get my braces adjusted. After that, off to Wal(ter)Mart to get some groceries. Hooray food! I still haven't eaten dinner, though.

OMIGOD! : D WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

Hee hee. I have a new high today. Reggie's gonna join me in Football. It's either we start this summer or in the next SY. Either way, I'm excited! : D

Oh, and I'mma need new recruits for football! Join now!

FIN. : D

Fail

March 20, Saturday

I went to school at around 12 o'clock because Coach Alvin told us to go to school so we can proceed to Los Baños for our game vs Southville(?). When I arrived there, I noticed one odd thing: I was the only player for the girl's division. So I went outside the lobby to ask Sir Andy(the club coordinator) why I think I'm too early, and guess what he said? There is no game today. Fuck, I thought. I went straight to the telephone to ask my mom to make a U-turn. I was so fracking pissed out of my mind when Sir A called Coach A why I'm in school with another player (she came after I did) and Coach said that there was a game just when my mother arrived at the gate. SO I told my mom to drive back When I told sir that he owed me gas money, I meant it. He told me to stay and join them to LB even though nobody showed up. It was really crammed in the school vehicle which made me really hot. When we arrived, I bought a cake for my sister's birthday. When I returned, I just sat on an uncomfortable makeshift bench for five hours. After that, back to the crammy vehicle! Jarvey called me maarte because I was so irritable. Mike made me feel like a loser and a loner. Jenica's cousin bugs me. And the heat was killing me! I went home at around seven pm.

Curses!

FIN.

Oh goodness!

I'm gonna break my personal promise.

I'm not gonna be posting anything for a while. Since I have been away from the Personal Computer, a lot of untouched things have to be handled. Sorry!

(I didn't know I was this needed :O)

:O) <--- Doublechin, hehe

FIN.

It's too long

God, it's been so long since I last posted a blog. How come when summer is fast approaching and the school year is about to end, I am more busy from the computer?

Why, God, WHY?

So you better watch out (again) because I'mma post a lot tonight, all of different dates/times.

FIN.

Explanation

If you want to have some questions about my fracking weekend going to and fro Los Baños, then ask me. I'd prefer it if you asked me personally so you can understand what I'm trying to say. Just don't piss me off because I'm telling you, girls can hurt you.

FIN.

WHAY?

I hate this effing weekend.

It's a long story I don't want to explain because my day will get screwed.

Eff this! T___T

Kung pwede nga lang maglabas ng galit sa internet no?

FIN.

Cake!

Wahaha, I'm a spoiled brat. >: D .ó

Yesterday, March 18, `10

YAY! Thank (insert artist here) it's the last day of exams! We just finished Filipino and Biology. Triumphant. After the exams, I went to Di's house because the football training starts at 3 pm and we were dismissed at twelve noon. We played Wii, and I made a Mii that looks like Rock Lee with a Wario face. Haha. Really had lots o'fun. I really feel stupid for forgetting about helping Di with her blog. Forgive me~! : D

Today, March 19, `10

I just got home from our trip to Los Baños. Phew! Mainit. I ate a lot of food. Hopefully, I gain actual weight this summer. Yes, I'm that type of person who doesn't gain any weight. >: D Anyway, after eating lots of food, we went to Mer-Nel's where I asked my mom to buy me a cake, and she said "Which one?" Heheheh. I have a cake! And it's not my birthday! How awesome is that?

Hah (*sigh). My hyperactivity is wearing off. I'll try to change the layout soon! Watch out!

FIN.

Back to basics

SONNOFABEECH!!! T____T

I have so much stuff to do! I can't even blog right! My money's on me failing the GT exam. I only answered half of the exam because those were the only items I understood!

Gah.

Anyway... I'm trying to make some art starting from the basics: Pixel art!

Trying to be better in something.

FIN.

whatever, manny

Manny Pacquiao's match with Clottey is today.

The people watching his match is disturbing me. =____=

Anyway, he won by unanimous decision. So finished the whole twelve rounds, yadda yadda.

I'm such a fan of C.H. Greenblatt. I love his art. Here's the link to his blog.

http://nerdarmada.blogspot.com/

I wish I could be a cartoonist, if only I had the creativity in my noggin. T__T *envies*

Gonna try soon! (during this super hot summer)

FIN.

What?

Rest?

I gots none.

It's so frickin' hot here. I wish I was in Australia so I can feel some autumn wind. Thank goodness for having mom get some dudes to install an AC unit in my bedroom! AC 8D! But right now, I have to sacrifice so I could make a post and finish my Biology project. Yes, I'm passing it late because Annie asked sir Mike why did he have to add more projects in our present condition, so he allowed her to pass her project without a minus. If he accepts hers and doesn't accept mine, I'mma sue the shit out of him. Seriously. Anyway, I still have to finish this project and fix my math subjects so I can have my clearance signed.

Later!

FIN.

Can't wait!

Haha, I'm so excited about the year-end! oYea! .ó

I hope we could celebrate St. Paddy's(Patrick's) Day here in Sta. Rosa. It's the only day where I see green everywhere. I'm gonna go gaga if that happens. I hope we will eat dinner in Guilly's Island. It's on March 17!

Year-end plans! I hope mommy coy will let Annie go to Di's for our sleep-over/swimming party. I know it's gonna be fun! Can't wait!

To all the people who read my blog:

Watch out! I'm seriously gonna change the skin of my blog. I swear it's soon, as soon as I kick the crap out of the exams. .ó Which reminds me... I'm supposed to be studying...neh.

FIN.

Early Bird!

Goodmorning!

I'm so frikkin early! Hahaha!

*snores*

FIN.

Omagod

It feels like my head is about to spontaneously combust.

Everything seems to happen in the wrong time and place.

For one instance, I was in the mood to make a project so I went downstairs to see that there was no chair for the desktop, and the other chairs were too heavy.

I laughed so hard for the first time today (because I was too sleepy) and the teacher scolded me for laughing my guts out. (Oi!)

Or maybe, I'm just making excuses, again and again.

Neh. My day was just miserable, and my brain is bleeding. I'm missing MOST of the handouts from English II. It's clearance signing and I have nothing to show them. Just a few more days...

FIN.

How come we don't count cows instead of sheep?

Hello?

Am I the only one here?

Where is everybody?

...

How can you measure time?

Why do we count our days?

Give me a few days of summer.

Dazed

Wow.

It's Sunday and I still can't believe Crizelle's over there, ... in Australia.

The world still turn even when you're asleep. I should've gone to their house when it was still early, just because...

I didn't know goodbye was this hard. But I'm giving myself hope. Hope that Sooner or later, she'll be back here with lots of stories and an Australian accent. I like accents.

Be back soon. Promise?

*FIN.

NOTICE!!!

Hey men.

Gonna go to site construction soon. (Maybe after the finals)

So you better watch out. :O

-Luv, :Dee .ó

I'm gonna miss you. T_T

Today, my best friend, CJ, went off to go to Australia. I know we'll still keep in touch, especially here in Blogger. I just hope they get an internet connection there fast! Oh god. I can't believe I only cried after I got home and watched a Friday movie. T__T *sniff*

I gave her a bag of her favorite candy because I knew she'll miss them.

We wrote her letters.

Di wrote her a poem.

AM wasn't there to say goodbye, : (

Jee and Di cried a lot.

I'm sad. : (

FIN.

Something's wrong with my tear ducts

I dunno what's wrong. Maybe I'm saving the best for last. Or maybe I'm just trying to not be depressed.

My drafting project is sort-of almost done. Huzzah. Salute (cheers)!

I suddenly feel like a girl-scout mom. Like, I'm always saying to myself and some other people to not forget these, and those and the essentials and whatever. Girl Scout!

...Procrastinating.

FIN.

And oh, expect to see crying to-morrow.

Don't forget your Kleenex!

Smiley

Yes, go ahead and take note of my random weirdness.

A few minutes ago, I was browsing the internet for a new blog skin (yes, I'm sort-of getting tired of this one) and I saw a balloon with a happy face. I wish everything has a smiley-face plastered across its plastic surface. It just makes me laugh. Like, for one instance, I drew a ":D" on the cap of a hand sanitizing gel and it looked happy and carefree. (envy)

Kudos, my friend.

FIN.

I hate diss

Whatever.

Why is I sucky? Sh!t man... wut the frack.

My writing style sucks. There I said it. My inner in-denial person is trying to take over again.

I am so fracking in-denial. :( Yes, sad face and pity me.

It's like no matter what effort I squeeze into my inner writer/journalist, I get nothing more, nothing less compared to the before. Sometimes, I can't even understand what I'm typing. Fracking typo! Stop that! And my writing style can differ from serious-deep to slangy-and-stupid within a paragraph pf nonsense.

I want to enroll to IELTS. Pay for my tuition? Donations are welcome. : D

FIN.

Draft 1, part 2

I apologize for not introducing myself, how rude of me. My name is Spencer Hyde, and I work in a correctional facility, sort of. It's more of a rehab center for the aged and anonymous drug-dependents. Yes, it's kind of risky and odd but I somehow enjoy working there as a guard because I get to talk to strangers and exchange the true and false chapters of our lives short lived. Although there is one patient that I really have to keep an eye on. I won't mention his name for "privacy" reasons. He has this weird aura that makes an ordinary person break down, but I don't fall for that anymore. Everyday, a skinny, heavy make-up wearing woman visits him. It's kind of weird because they talk about the same things every day. And the lady freaks me out.

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I know, it's rough and sucky. I just pulled that out of my noggin while typing. Judge me but don't be mean. I know where you live.

END of Draft

apologies.

My apologies to you, my dear readers and friends for not posting anything for the past few weeks. It's because everything has been sucky and sh!tty. For an instance, my phone was stolen. Stolen? Don't you mean missing? Answer's no. It was fucking stolen. (apologies for the stanky lingo) Another instance is my being bipolar and me wanting to be a goalkeeper. No way, right? I guess. My body is so skinny, that any ball will pass through it. And yet I want to be one just because. Whatever. At least things are moving on to being better now. Thanks for the memories.

FIN.

This is not goodbye

Not yet.

And hopefully not soon.

Today we went to Nuvali to celebrate CJ's farewell party. We had a lot of fun, food, and fish. : D

AM, VJ and Dianne went to my house to help with the illustration board we gave to CJ. (Go ask her (http://celestialdarkmatter.blogspot.com/) what.) Then we went to Starbucks Nuvali to meet CJ and tho other invited peoples (Jaro(TM), Shinji, Angel, Karen, Jessa and Mike). Sadly, Jessa and Mike weren't able to come. After having breakfast, we went to the other side where we fed sum Koi, very HUHNGRY Koi. And took some pictures and then we went to YellowCab Pizza Co. (Yay LUNCH!) Had a blast, blabbered in English kept cans of ice cream, took pictures, ate a lot, wished for more, laughed hard, kicked chairs, scanned books, drank frappes, joked around, slacked, fed myself more, smiled. : D

It was a good day. : D

FIN.

Wake UP!!! (a post for a friend)

In the future, I will (hopefully) become a pilot, and my dad once said (while waiting for my sister) "Sa job ko naghihintay na nga ako sa pasajero, pati ba naman dito maghihintay pa ako?"

People wait. We wait for some specific reasons. Hopefully, something good happens in the end of our long waiting. Sometimes, nothing happens. We wait, wait, wait and wait. People come and gom so we have to treasure the short time we share together. We grow up, some grow apart. I hope you get what I'm saying, because there are challenges facing us now and we just have to face it. "Time is if the essence."

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Waah! Foundation Week na pala! Wah, can't wait! I hope our Foundation will be a success after one week of waiting, this is it! OMG, Foundation Night! It's time to Slow Dance! XD hee hee

Mixed Emoticons (not emotions)

What is the denial level of these people nowadays? WTH, man.

I hope we get rid of that bug. Si you-know-who. Super FC kanina amp!

Anyway, having a hard time with football, pabago-bago kasi ng coach. Everything hurts, pati yung guts ko. T___T

Seize the moment, pare.

FIN.

wth.

Ang lalim, AMP!

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Connections

Nothing is random, everything is connected.

Kyle (the visitor we had today in Football practice) reminded me of the events that will happen when March arrives. You know, CJ going there.

I went to school today because there was an announcement that we will have a "game/meeting" tomorrow. I went to school, anyway. We were introduced to Kyle who gave a short speechI brought my soccer ball but it lacked some air. Mike asked me why and I said I forgot to get the pump at home. He said the school has one so I followed him toward the lobby when he said

"Parang may connections lang, no?"

Gets ko, but I said "huh?" just to make sure and then he denied saying anything.

The day passed by and I got really thirsty.

FIN.

Why? nga naman

Can you actually choose between two friends? There's one that you like to be with and there's another that you want to be with, I have to risk something and I'm stuck. Can I just do this when I have the manual in having friends. With less than a week to decide, who do I ask? I feel like such an ass right now.

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Draft 1

The hairpin caused everything that lead to me getting stuck in a tiny elevator for five hours with a complete stranger. I will tell you all that I have witnessed that will prove that it is the hairpin to blame (and thank) for the events that happened during the past month.

FIN.

Needs and Wants

A list that (when fulfilled) will make me happy.

• 2-3 new shoes
• a new phone that functions properly
• roller-blades (my own pair)
• better grades
• a celebration somewhere else
• a room that is not constantly invaded by trespassers
• unlimited supply of paper (that's totally ECO-friendly)
• three more books
• someone?

I have no fucking idea what I will do to the things written above.

FIN.

Disappointed

My happy-streak ended two and a half hours earlier. Everybody knows that the school underpayed our two coaches so they had to find a new -- cheaper-- one.

We came pretty early after the coach blew the whistle. After listing mine and CJ's name, we sat in front of the new coaches under the unshaded sun. After waiting for what seemed like an hour, they finally told us to stand up and proceed with the training (without letting us stretch or warm-up first.) We waste an hour sitting down and resting then we did a tiny drill and then rested again. The last drill ended with the coaches rushing. SHIT.

FIN.

This happened after Spongebob Squarepants got Mugged when his show got cancelled.

Before:

After:

FAIL.

Huzaah! (or however you spell it.)

I just finished reading the three books I bought five days ago. The titles are:

• Are we there yet? by David Levithan
• Between Mom and Jo by Julie Anne Peters and
• Spanking Shakespeare by Jake Wizner

What will I read now for the summer? : D

FIN. .ó

Takas. : D

Yay! Daddy's promoted! He has time to party later, he said he missed us because he hasn't been away from home this long, and he has this long weekend because the company was just making his papers so he bought a ticket home and went for the flight. He was coming home on December 31st at 3 am.

I woke up at about 2 am, when I opened my eyes, I saw ate Ira sitting near my feet. Hm? She said ang ganda ng buwan. So I got up and went to the balcony, all I saw was Ursa Major upside-down, then I turned left and said "Oh, ayun pala, sus." It was round, yellow and luminescent. Typical moon. We stayed up until mom and dad arrived at 5:30 am. Welcome ritual etc. Yay! I gots three jerseys: Liverpool, ManU, and Arsenal. Haha, I just like their jerseys.

The afternoon came and we went to Nat'l Bookstore to get a gift wrapped fancily, ireallydontcare. While waiting inside, I scanned the Fiction section and found 3 or 4 books, I returned the fourth in its place. Mom agreed to pay for it. I told her I'd pay at home because I din't bring moneys.

New Year came, the fireworks came and etc. The neighbor popped some confetti in front of their house which the wind blew towards our garden, nice. :|

Anyway, hey, this January's a blue moon. Yay! First time.

FIN.

I'm not really back.

Answer's NO, I didn't go anywhere besides the garden and the street, I was stuck at home for the past week after the baking thing (just see previous post). Does going to MOA count?

I guess.

See, we've been nagging mom for the past past week to let us watch Avatar `cause we're really psyched about the movie, and she agrees. We plan to go on the 23rd of December after my dental appointment and then we'll fetch my eldest sister. That was the plan. I lagged and fell asleep on the couch while waiting for breakfast (for like fifteen minutes which was a total waste) and mom caught me just entering the bathroom when we were supposed to be heading for the dentist. She got mad at me for being inconsiderate and lagging. We didn't go then. Mom fetched my eldest sis and they ended up watching 2012 instead. I really don't mind.

CHRISTMAS:

We went to the swimming pool to go night swimming after waiting for hours for the reserved party to end. I was like freezing to death but we had fun. And then we ate hotdogs.

On the 26th of December, nagkayayaan sa MOA so we checked the showing hours, we can make it in time but it was a holiday so we knew the doom of traffic that was facing us so we cancelled and waited for a later date. On the evening of the 27th, I went to the internet and checked the first showing time of Avatar in IMAX, which was 10:30. I took an image of the schedule so I can't forget. When mom asked me what time was the first showing, I told her 9:45 which made her and me think because all the SM malls open 10 am. Me and ate Ira woke up 6:30 so we could occupy the bathrooms and leave time for the others to use. We left the house a little after 8:00. Traffic was considerably light. So we arrived at the mall a tadbit too early: 9:25 which meant that we could wait for the mall to open and get to go sightseeing (there really wasn't much to see.) The mall opened at 10:05 (typical.) and we entered the IMAX entrance so we could fall in line agad. Damn. Ang daming tao. I bought the tickets (which was 401.00 {haha, may piso pa}) and my sisters bought the popcorn which I didn't like because the kernels were different. Anyway, we went inside got the 3D goggles/glasses and waited...

I have to say, Avatar is a very awesome movie, and watching it in 3D added a better effect except the screen was so FREAKIN' close that slight movements made me feel sick. The loud bass added the thowing-up feeling more. So to fight my 7 am breakfast from resurrecting, I had to take off the glasses every now and then. All in all, the movie is a MUST-WATCH.

We went to the dept. store and then Wendy's for lunch. Baconator!!! (Yay) and salad. After that we went to buy some stuff and spent almost two hours in Powerbook while trying to find a book that was worth buying. We found nothing (because they have a small selection of what we like) so we went home at about 4 pm. I fell asleep in the beckseat. I woke up and the car just halted in the market etc etc.

FIN. (I'm cutting this one short because if I make a suoerlong post, youmightgetbored,whoeveryouare.)